Going to the hospital twice in one week will do that. Getting sick on a new prescription will do that. Trying to get used to the other prescription without feeling like I'm stuck underground will do that.
You may have felt similarly in the last month - as if your life is out of your control. As if you have no idea what end is up, and if you'll ever feel planted on the ground or write anything ever again.
If so, welcome to the club, the sit-back-and-take-a-good-look-at-your-life Club.
I think, after listening to the video below, I'm about ready to write again.